Winners and Losers

June 26, 2008

Wake up: 6:17 am
Slept for: Ummm...not sure again. Maybe 7 hours. Pretty good!
First thought was: Should I lay here until the alarm goes off at 6:30?
Baby was: Getting up—and, therefore, there was no laying.
This was: Just as well.
Daughter was: Sleeping, thumb in mouth, right up against her father.
This was: Sweet because she's so cute and annoying because I just can't figure out how to get her to sleep in her own bed. Well, I mean, I can figure it out, but I just don't have the discipline—or wherewithal at 2 in the morning—to do it.
Man was: Stirring.
This was: Normal.
Emails to check: 73
Goal for the day: Figure out how to incite a frenzy a la Jim Morrison in his Whiskey A Go Go days and Lou Perelman (sans the molestation and embezzlement).
Kabbalah says: Go toward what is the most uncomfortable, for there is light there that needs to be shed.
First saving-the-world thought: Haven't had one yet.
First bananas thought: They all seem to blur today.
Arrive at gym: A little after 8:30.
Weight is: 169.4
Weight to lose: Still just about 45 pounds
Workout is: Just over 40 minutes (man, for sure, if I hadn't written it in last night's post, I would have definitely stopped at 30) at level 5, then 6, then 7. Max heart rate is 148 and calories burned is 430.
Today's song is: Winners and Losers by Social Distortion
Best lyric is: Are you happy now with all the choices you’ve made?
Are there times in life when you know you should’ve stayed?
Will you compromise and then realize the price is too much to pay?
Best spam subject line: You are not in the mood?
I want: Blinde sunglasses. I lost the last pair I had. I lived for them.
I love: The warm air lazing into my window.
I wish: The bed in front of my gate was weeded.
I am totally, majorly obsessing over: Nothing.
Being a mom means: Paying attention.
Being a wife means: Actually getting married.
Being a business owner means: Being nice to people.
Today I ate: Very cleanly—much less jelly—and I still have 8 points left not including the 6 I earned from working out. Too bad you can't roll them over!
Today I drank: One glass of water and one big (should check the ounces) glass bottle of water. No plastic, my friends! I actually have a water filter on the faucet. It's the only way to go.
Heard at my dinner table: Daddy is MY prince.
Work was: So busy because of the new issue. I have a couple hours of work still to do.
I am: Simply exhausted—though I can feel my second wind coming on.
Tomorrow I will: Be more present to the light—and have afternoon drinks with one of my best friends.